Puzzle 32: Stress

I'm stressful

I'm stressful

I'm stressful

What do I do

What should I do

to remove this stress away?

Tears

Started to filled up my empty eyes

Praying to Him
May He lend some strength
So that I will stick in this test patiently

I just want to rest
I just want to lie down on my comfort bed

My brain is stuck
My brain is jammed
My brain is tired, working

Peace
Is what I'm looking for now

O Allah
Please take me out of this anxiety
May everything will run smoothly
As expected

Note: I hope everything will be just fine today. Amin ya Rabb T.T

Christian takes down in tears after an answer by Sheikh Yusuf Estes

My friends, you have to watch this. Islam is so beautiful and Allah is the Greatest and the Most Merciful. By watching this video, I'm sure you'll love Islam more and you'll be more appreciative of being born a Muslim and remain a Muslim until today and forever, in sha Allah. 


ALLAHUAKBAR!

Frankly to say, I cried the moment Sheikh Yusuf Estes hugged a Christian man, named Gabriel.

That's definitely a symbol of brotherhood in Islam for in Islam, there's never a discrimination 
in terms of races and colors.

All humans are the same in the eyes of Allah. And what touched my heart even more was that 

when witnessing Gabriel and our four other newly-converted sisters uttered the syahadatain.

Listening to their voice confessing the syahadatain, 

it made me cried more hardly.

Subhanallah... 

Hidayah or guidance is His and only His.

He's the one who can touch people's heart to embrace Islam but our duty is 

to introduce Allah to them and bring them closer to Him.

Subhanallah... walhamdulillah... walaailahaillallah wallahuakbar!

Puzzle 31: Ramadan, we meet again

As I counting the day with patience

Alhamdulillah finally you are here

Carrying along the blessing of God

Help me improve myself without feeling bored

Hey Ramadan now we meet again
In this beautiful melancholic day
With the company of the rainbow and the pretty reddish sky
I hoped that night it would rain

In this Ramadan I set my own goal
As I'm a girl of mission and vision of my own
For a good Muslim will never fall into the same hole
Learning things to change my future since I've grown

Fasting during the sunny day, sure it's tiring
But with the strength lent by God I revive again
Although sometimes my head is spinning
Of stress and pressure filled up my brain

In this Ramadan I shall repent
From all the sins I have collected since I was a teen
But will my du'a be accepted with bare hands
Indeed, for He's the Most Gentle and the Most Merciful

Note: In this Ramadan. Everyday is a test. It's not a matter of how much you can bear with it. But it's a matter of how much you depend on Allah swt to keep you stronger in dealing with it.

Update aktiviti

7 Julai 2012

Family Day Quranic Youth Club

International Islamic University Malaysia

Komen: 

Sangat best! Tapi lagi best kalau ramai brothers QYC dapat datang. Jadi seimbanglah bilangan brothers dan sisters yang participate.

13 Julai 2012

Outing bersama Mommy, Kak Uda dan Umair

KLCC

Komen: 

Seronok dapat jalan-jalan dengan Kak Uda lagi. Rindu saat-saat begini. Sampai KLCC,

terus pergi Kinokuniya dan borong semua buku best-best. Thanks to Mommy for buying the book that I wanted the most, "One Day." Gambar dekat atas tu Mommy yang ambil.

Aku dan Kak Uda tengah mamam Tutti Frutti.

14 Julai 2012

Rehlah batch g-13 2012

Taman Botani dan Taman Empangan, Putrajaya

Komen:

Sangat seronok okay! Walaupun banat tak ramai but still we enjoyed our reunion so much!

Yalah, bukan selalu dapat pergi Putrajaya. Dapat peluang je, terus grab!

Tak usah ditunggu-tunggu lagi. Nasib baiklah aku tak ikutkan hati sangat masa tu. Tak nak pergilah kononnya. Sekali pergi, sweet memory sangat kan. He he he.

That's all to update!

Tomorrow: Mid-term exams for Pragmatics. Pray for me. Hu hu hu.

Puzzle 30: Cry

                                                                                                                                                                       I cry and cry and cry

I cry a lot

To release the pain

Which is attacking my heart

I cry and cry and cry

I cry without shy

Not thinking of how others may judge myself

For deep down inside 

I'm still hurt

I cry and cry and cry

I cry for the same thing

Again and again

Without tiring

Without boring

Even now

I'm still waiting

For the call

But in the end

I would get upset

I cry and cry and cry

Intending to reach from thousand miles

But all I get

Nothing but disappointment

I cry and cry and cry

I will continue to cry

Until the right person comes

And shed my tears

I'll be waiting

p.s.: I'm tired of pretending that I'm happy although I'm actually not. And the best part is, I'm so unhappy about myself. Due to that, I started crying. Everyday I cry. Everyday I would let the tears fill up both my eyes. Each day I would allow the tears streaming down my cheeks. I can't shed them myself and I can't control them from running down my cheeks. I need support. I need assistance. I just need the right person to help me shed them. But it will never happen because there's no such thing as "happily ever after" in the real world. It seems like I've been cheated by all types of fairy tales that I had watched from Disney cartoon movies. But this time, I won't be deceived anymore.  Because there's nothing "precious" left inside my heart.