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i know what's right and what's wrong. i am cheerful and out going. it's hard for me to find the one that i want, but once i find the right person, i won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.


"Do what you love and you'll be good at it. Sounds simple enough. But what if you love reading comics, playing video games and watching korean dramas until your eyes pop out? Is it possible to make a career out of such things? What's the alternative? Spend all your time wishing you were brave enough to take that leap? Don't let fear stop you from doing what you love. Because ultimately, it's about being true to yourself."


Saturday, 22 November 2008

When I Think of You

When I think of you,
I see your face everywhere,
Your face appears in every single thing around me.
It makes me scared,
As it hunted me,
Until every night I’ll dream about you.

When I think of you,
I can remember when the first time
you and I met.
We got to know to each other,
Until the chain of friendship between us
Was built with the presence of LOVE.

When I think of you,
I memorise when the time you made
Your confession towards me.
You said that you like me for who I was.
You said it with full of sicerity,
Until tears came to me.

When I think of you,
I can feel the presence of anger in myself.
I’m angry because you have changed.
You are no longer keep in touch with me
As you promised.
A big question mark fall down on top of my head.
Have you already forgotten about me?
Suddenly, a shiver run through me.
I’m afraid you will leave me alone,
I keep thinking about you,
Until I realize that there’s emptiness
Far down to my heart.

When I think of you,
All I can see is all your promises
Are still flying on my head.
You said as long as you live,
You will always be by my side.
You will always accompany me.
Until all my sadness had gone away.

And above all these,
I conclude to myself,
When I think of you,
I can feel both happy and upset.
I’m happy when I remember our memories together.
I’m happy every time when you drew
A smile on my face.
But at the same time,
My heart is actually breaking into smaller pieces.
I’m upset when you didn’t react every time I called you.
I’m upset because you didn’t call me back.
You just like other guys.
You will keep me when you’re in content,
But then you will throw me away
When I won’t be needed in your life anymore.

All of these,
When I think of you,
I just got nothing else with me,
But one litre of tears.

Monday, 3 November 2008

すみません(sumimasen/I’m sorry)...


Salamun ‘alaik…


はじめました?(hajimemashita?/how do you do?

Insya Allah I hope all of you are doing great. Sorry, I was taking so long to update this blog. The truth is, I got so many stories that I would like to share with you but I prefer sharing them with my best friend, Aya (my beloved diary) because sometimes we don’t have to share everything with everyone, right? Let it just be the secrets between me and Aya. But, you don’t have to worry, insya Allah there will lots of things that I can still share with you guys, okay? Please don’t get disheartened.


It seems that I am enjoying my semester breaks all these weeks, so, there are not so many activities I did.

Most of the time, I spend my time more at home rather that outside. I do indoor activities rather than outdoors. All the households, I am the one who will complete them. My parents always counting on me to do all these works, for instance clean up the house, wash and dry the cloths, clean up the dishes in the sink, and last one (usually at night) fold the cloths that have dried but I always do this together with my mom.

Okay, about outdoors, there are not so many. I had only spent four days going outside and getting some fresh air, enjoying myself and buying some books for my reading. There was one day which I spent my time with my roommate, Fatin. We went to KLCC and we were watching cinema, ‘KAMI, her favourite story and then we walked and talked to each other about ourselves at the park. It was so much fun.

I think, this is it. Maybe I should stop here.

ありがとうございます。(arigatou gozaimasu/thank you

おやすみ。(oyasumi/good night



*these are the pictures of my nephew and nieces... oh, i'm really miss them. kamil, itqan and ijlal(adik)....

*love them!mmmmuaah!!!


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