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i know what's right and what's wrong. i am cheerful and out going. it's hard for me to find the one that i want, but once i find the right person, i won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.


"Do what you love and you'll be good at it. Sounds simple enough. But what if you love reading comics, playing video games and watching korean dramas until your eyes pop out? Is it possible to make a career out of such things? What's the alternative? Spend all your time wishing you were brave enough to take that leap? Don't let fear stop you from doing what you love. Because ultimately, it's about being true to yourself."


Thursday, 25 October 2012

Puzzle 38: Love


(This simple poem is written by myself. It may seem nothing to some people but it'll be meaningful for those who appreciate every single thing spoken by the heart. Before I explain further what love is, according to my own opinion which is based on my own experiences, all the words compiled in the poem below is actually to be digested by a peaceful mind like yours. So, enjoy reading it and struggle for a deep understanding.)

                                                                                                                                                              The poem

I may still too raw
To talk about love

I may still too child
To understand what love is

Love that I know
Is something given from the Above
I believe

What do I know about love
Until one day
I met

The God who created me
The One who gave me

Knowing Him
Means knowing love
This may sound empty
This is what have been vibrated
Inside it;
My heart
Until the present

What do I do
Without love
Without it
I'd be lost
Find the way out
From the darkness; no more

Without love
I'd be

Only He knows
How love means so much
To me


Yet people whom are in love
Will be so much delighted
For love
Cheer them up
And love
Is everything
To those who appreciate it
As a feeling
Special, by God

(I shall write another poem about how I describe love. It's gonna be a very brief and simple poem, don't worry but it'll be full of mystery. Lol. I'll put it in the next post. In sha Allah. Later, I'll try to explain to you or to help you interpret the reason or meaning behind the writing of the two poems. Just hang on!)

p.s..: I'm not a Love doctor nor a Love philosopher. I don't know how to view love according to the field I've been involved in. But I'm just a normal lady who has just met her 'love' wanting to share some of her thoughts about her experiences dealing with love, but of course not everything. There are thousands of them, but I'll just pick only a segment of them. So, see you in the next post ;)

Thursday, 18 October 2012

I'm a time stealer


Seriously, don't have any idea what to write about this time.

Just dropping by to say hello and how do you do. Hopefully everyone is doing fine, although I can smell some struggles due to all the mid-term exams which are metaphorically "killing" us right now.

I got nothing to say about this. But one phrase is enough to increase your spirit-DON'T EVER GIVE UP!

I'm supposed to revise for my last test now, which is tomorrow, before our mid-semester vacations appear and take us away from this "killing" situation. So, what I'm about to say is that I'm stealing my revision time-onlining. Thus making me a "time stealer."

Sounds cool! Yet terrible!

Okay, I'll stop now and shall continue my revision.

Pray for me my dearies and all the best for your tests too.


Puzzle 38: Thinking of you

Thinking of you
Is something that I didn't plan

Thinking of you
Is triggering me of wanting to do good things

Thinking of you
Is making me alive again

Thinking of you
Is how I reflect myself

Thinking of you
Is letting me to be closer to my God

Thinking of you
Is making my heart beats even faster

Knowing you is a coincidence
Befriending you is a gift
Being truthful to you is what I'm attempting for

You're the factor of
I'm improving myself each day

I'm struggling
Just to be the best in the eyes of my Creator
As well as
In the heart of my life partner


Friday, 12 October 2012

Puzzle 37: Struggle


Everyday is a struggle for me.
It's tough, hard and so much challenges that I need to go through.
Though the path isn't as straight as I expected it to be.
Thus makes me want to struggle even more.

What do I struggle for? Many things... in life.

I struggle to be a good servant of Him.
I struggle to be a good follower to my beloved Prophet.
I struggle to be a good reader to my Holy book.
I struggle to be a good child to both my parents.
I struggle to be a good student to my all educators.
I struggle to be a good mutarabbi to my murabbi.
I struggle to be a good sister to all my siblings.
I struggle to be good seeker of all knowledge.
I struggle to be a good friend to all my peers.
I struggle to be a good 'pearl' to my future Imam.
I struggle to be a good Muslim to my religion and to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.

I struggle to be good in everything.
And even now I'm still struggling to be one.

Being good isn't enough for me.
I wanna be something more.
I wanna be more than anyone can ever imagine.

Wanna be the BEST in everything!
That's my real dream.

I wanna be the BEST servant of Him.
I wanna be the BEST follower to my beloved Prophet.
I wanna be the BEST reader to my Holy book.
I wanna be the BEST child to both my parents.
I wanna be the BEST student to all my educators.
I wanna be the BEST mutarabbi to my murabbi.
I wanna be the BEST sister to all my siblings.
I wanna be the BEST seeker of all knowledge.
I wanna be the BEST friend to all my peers.
I wanna be the BEST 'pearl' to my future Imam.
I wanna be the BEST Muslim to my religion and to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.

Can I ever be one?
With my struggles along with His blessings
I believe I can reach beyond the BEST in everything I'm intended to do.

I dream to be the BESTEST among the BEST!
And only Him can allow it to happen.
"Kun fayakun."

Life has to go on.

I'm looking forward.
And not returning backward anymore.


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