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i know what's right and what's wrong. i am cheerful and out going. it's hard for me to find the one that i want, but once i find the right person, i won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

DO WHAT YOU LOVE

"Do what you love and you'll be good at it. Sounds simple enough. But what if you love reading comics, playing video games and watching korean dramas until your eyes pop out? Is it possible to make a career out of such things? What's the alternative? Spend all your time wishing you were brave enough to take that leap? Don't let fear stop you from doing what you love. Because ultimately, it's about being true to yourself."

Followers

Friday 29 November 2013

Puisi: Senjakala

melihat langit kian gelap
siang melabuhkan tirainya
malam pula datang mennyapa
sang burung-burung berkicauan
pulang kembali ke sarang
sang matahari jatuh menenggelamkan diri
bersiap-siap untuk beradu
setelah seharian berpadu tenaga
memancarkan cahayanya
sejakala ini
mendatangkan rona-rona ketenangan
mengusik hati yang kian goncang dek arus dunia
yang semakin hari semakin menggoyahkan jiwa

senjakala ini
diri ini teringatkan si dia

apa khabar dia di sana
diharap baik-baiklah saja

Langit senja di Pulau Langkawi ;)
aku rindukan Pulau Langkawi
aku rindukan pantai saat ini

AGM & AN QYC '13

~Bismillah~

"Imah, masuk je UIA nanti, cari kelab nama dia Quranic Youth Club. Nama pendek dia, QYC. QYC tau! Jangan cari kelab lain."
Kenapalah abang aku ni nak sangat aku masuk kelab ni. Tak faham! Desus saya dalam hati.

Dipendekkan cerita, setelah beberapa tahun dalam QYC, perasaan saya,
"Wow!"
"Oooo... patutlah abg nwar beriya sangat nak aku masuk kelab ni."
"QYC memang OSEM! Sumpah tak tipu!"

Macam nilah rasanya... hehe...

QYC ni memang kelab yang sangat unik dan saya rasa macam ada keberkatan dalam kelab ni.
Entah kenapa. Feeling saya sepanjang bersama-sama dengan QYC ni lain macam je sejak saya mula melangkahkan kaki menjadi ahlinya. 

QYC banyak mengajar saya erti kehidupan sebagai seorang Muslim dan erti ukhuwah.
Serius! Mana ada dah kelab yang mementingkan keperluan rohani kita dan ikatan persahabatan kita dengan kawan-kawan macam QYC ni. Jadi, memang patutlah abang saya desak-desak saya join. Dan saya pulak, tak pernah menyesal masuk QYC. Walaupun tak semua program saya ikut, tapi kebersamaan dengan QYC masih dapat saya rasakan walaupun sekarang saya dah bergelar graduan UIA.

Semalam, adik-adik board QYC buat AGM sekali dengan AN. Saya dijemput.
See! Inilah kebersamaan yang saya cakap tu. Tak kisahlah sama ada saya ni masih lagi pelajar UIA atau tak, mereka tetap akan ajak saya ikut berprogram bersama mereka. Best, tak??? Best, kan?

Bila jumpa mereka, tengok mereka atas stage, bentangkan report, saya teringat masa zaman saya jadi salah seorang ahli board QYC. Rindunya saat tu! Sangat sangat rindu!
Tapi semua tu tetap dalam kotak memori ni. Saya akan simpan sampai saya mati.

QYClah yang buat saya rasa saya ada kawan-kawan yang baik.
QYClah yang buat saya rasa saya boleh sumbangkan sesuatu pada ummah.
QYClah yang buat saya rasa saya ni bernilai dalam Islam.
QYClah yang buat saya rasa saya ni belong to certain group of people, iatitu orang-orang
yang cintakan Islam dan mengamalkan Islam itu sendiri.

Bagi saya, QYC adalah mutiara berharga yang saya takkan dapat dekat mana-mana selain bumi UIA.

Ni ada sedikit gambar saya bersama mereka, keluarga QYC yang saya sayang
sekitar AGM dan AN QYC '13 semalam.
Tengoklah ya.

Belahan jiwa saya
Adik saya yang manis lagi bergaya, mantan penolong ketua Telesqop
Adik saya yang comel dan sangat manja, mantan bendahari
Kakak saya, sebaik-baik manusia yang pernah saya jumpa, mantan penolong ketua WNU
Adik-adik saya yang sangat komited
Adik kesayangan PNI saya
Adik saya yang sangat comel!, bakal board 
Bakal board QYC yang baru jugak
Adik-adik QYC buat persembahan

Apa yang saya boleh cakap ialah saya sangat sayangkan QYC. 
Saya berterima kasihlah pada abang saya sebab promote kelab ni dekat saya. 

Walaupun saya dah grad sekarang, tapi saya masih merasakan yang saya ni kepunyaan QYC.
Jadi, setiap program yang adik-adik buat dan jemput saya, tak kira susah macam mana, 
saya akan tetap usahakan untuk pergi.

Kepada adik-adik first year or second year yang masih belum register mana-mana kelab,
silalah cuba registerkan diri adik-adik dalam QYC ni. Masa adik-adik akan sentiasa terisi bila bersama dengan QYC. Bukan setakat program-program rohani, program-program pembangunan fizikal dan mental serta program-program ukhuwah semuanya ada dalam QYC.

Adik-adik pasti suka! Cubalah kalau nak tahu!

*smile*

Terima kasih QYC! 
QYC, FOREVER IN MY HEART! Aicewah!

:)

A story behind the scroll

~Bismillah~

I went through my student life in IIUM for about five years and all I can say is that I'm proud to be IIUM student or should I say, IIUM graduand. IIUM had educated me and transformed me into a better person. It had turned me into someone 'extraordinary' and occupied me with self-confidence in everything I do. If previously I was a very shy, timid and quiet person but now I've more courage to speak out my mind and how I feel upon something. I surely had learned a lot of things as long as I had been ann
 IIUM student. In IIUM, I learned how to make friends with strangers (as I learned how to make the first move to say hello), I learned how to communicate with people well, I learned how to be more participative in class discussions, I learned how to mingle with lecturers, so many other stuffs. 

Alhamdulillah... I learned a lot actually from IIUM...
I feel truly blessed staying in this university.


You have no idea how much this photo means to me. When I was a little girl, I always thought that I couldn't do many things. Unlike my older sister. I felt like I had no capabilities in giving my best in academics and I didn't think I can perform well in co-curriculum too. I had such low self-esteem during those days. The only people who always had faith in me and always thought that I could achieve my goals back then were my mother and kak uda and kak long. These three people, they never lose faith that someday I could be a successful person. As I walked along the stage to take my scroll, there was a flashback playing in my mind regarding my struggles in order to reach the peak of success. Since I was small, I had never achieved any awards from my previous school. How sad was that... until I reached secondary 4, for the very first time I got first place for my stream, Social Science. 

Then, the next year, I got an award of SPM best student with the achievement of 8As. Alhamdulillah... When I registered myself intoo any IPTAs, I already expected that I would get IIUM as my chosen university. I don't know why. It's like Allah had chosen this university for me and Allah had decided that I would be wearing its robe during my graduation day showing that I would graduate no matter what. Seriously, I had experienced repeating the same paper twice and I know how it feels. I felt so horrible and useless because my other friends, most of them had passed all papers smoothly. I always thought that they were more intelligent, smart and capable of doing so many things in their lives. But, that kind of thinking stopped immediately when I realized that the scroll written on it Bachelor of Human Sciences (English Language and Literature)(Hons) was in my hand. I felt like tears were almost running down my cheeks as I received the scroll. I never imagined that I had gone this far. Without Allah's blessings and mercy, together with supports from family, lecturers and friends, I wouldn't be able to succeed.





No matter how successful I am now, I'm still the same Wan Hazimah.
Timid, humble and lack of confidence. But I have improved and still improving myself 
to become better and better. The difference is just, now, I am the one who is passing the knowledge to the next generations and I hope all the knowledge I got from my teachers will benefiit the younger generation to brighten up their future.

Due to supports and du'a from my loved ones, I wouldn't have reached the peak of my success. 
Thank you for all the blessings and loves that you give me through all these persons, my dear Lord.

I really hope that someday I could get the chance to open a new chapter in my study life,
which is getting on stage to get my Master degree scroll.
Insya Allah.

:')

Friday 22 November 2013

Let's be friends again, shall we?

~Bismillah~

sometimes things don't work out as we plan
we want this thing to happen but it turns around
whenever i feel like i'm ready to get married
many challenges that i need to face
until
i got failed
i may not know what's best for me and for we both
but i do know one thing for sure
no matter where we go, how far we live
we always have 'us' in our hearts
and that is 'friendship'

love chain may not last
but friendship chain will remain until the last breath

so, will you do the honor of becoming my best friend again?
let's be friends!
best friends!

and that's the safest way

:')

Thursday 21 November 2013

Hadiah dia

seorang gadis yang manis orangnya
seorang gadis yang kenal asal usulnya
seorang gadis yang jelas untuk apa dia diciptakan
seorang gadis yang menjadi aset berharga untuk si ibu dan ayah
Kerana 19 November 
Kini aku bergelar insan
Bukan insan biasa di mata-mata manusia
Tapi insan yang bergelar Muslim
Yang membawa panji-panji Islam
Mengimarahkan dunia dengan kalimah 
La ilaha llallah!


seorang gadis yang tabah
menyembunyikan masalah di sebalik senyuman
dan masih bersungguh menggembirakan orangorang disekelilingnya

Kerana 19 November
Ku ingin lalui hidup 
Bukan dengan daun-daun kering kedukaan
tapi dengan bunga-bunga indah kebahagiaan
Bersama-sama insan 
Yang masih menyayangi dan mencintai
Diri yang masih kerdil ini


seorang gadis yang pandai menjaga maruah dirinya
menyenangkan hati orang tua
sering mahu menggembirakan hati sahabat semua
Pasti si ibu bahagia memiliki anak gadis yang cantik mempesona :)

satu demi satu kejayaan dikecapi
semoga Allah memberkati hidupmu

teruskan bersinar Wan Hazimah Wan Ibrahim!


p/s: Thank you, sayang :')

It's a good feeling!

~Bismillah~

It's the best day of my life so far. My graduation day! 
The day in which I received a lot of gifts from my loved ones. It's a good feeling knowing the fact that there are still many people who love you with all their hearts. They never forget about you and never forget to make you smile and feel happy always, even though they seldom contact you. Honestly, this is what I'm feeling right now. These bunch of people always make me feel that this life is worth living.
Never bother about those who hurt me nor who had left me.
With these bunch of people, I feel that I am me again and 
they always motivate me to always make a fresh start every time I fell.

Being in their circle somehow makes me feel protected and I become my trueself.

These are the gifts I had received from my loved ones in conjunction with my convocation.














I thank these people. If it's not because of their du'a and supports, I don't I would be graduated with flying colors. This success I'm celebrating doesn't just belong to me but
I consider it valuable gift I can ever offer to all my loved ones, who never stop
believing in me.

May Allah bless us all.
Thank you again ;)

Friday 15 November 2013

My dream book

~Bismillah~


My favorite author, Miss Ahern has just released her new debut, which is called,
"How to Fall in Love."
I wish I could buy the book but still waiting for my salary to be credited into my account.

Hehe...

But it's better if I could get it as my graduation gift.
Hmm... but who would want to buy one for me?
I'm not a lucky person as I never wins any lucky draws before.

Never mind, I shall get it myself once I received my salary.

;)

Tuesday 12 November 2013

Ya Allah, bantu hamba!

~Bismillah~

i know it's hard. i know it's tough. but no matter how life must go on and this journey... i still need to continue although it doesn't guarantee that i'll succeed by the end of the day. o Allah... it's too hard for me to go through all this. i'm feeling very tired right now. extremely tired! when i tell some people, they may end up saying it'll be the same even if you work at other places. every work has its own challenges. yup, it's true! but i don't think it's the same with teaching profession. to me, teaching people is like treating people. in other words, the role of a teacher is nearly similar to the role of a doctor. as a doctor's responsibility is to take care of people's health almost everyday, so does a teacher needs to take care of the education and the upbringing of her pupils. if a doctor needs to stay back just to make sure that the patients get a proper health care, while a teacher needs to stay up late keying in all her pupils' exam marks, doing lesson plans and so many other stuffs pertaining to the school matters. it's tiring! i'm kinda enjoying my life as a teacher, honestly, but somehow i can't stand the tiredness of teachings, scolding, and shouting at the pupils all the time. it somehow hurts me. it hurts my throat. i just wanna go back. to my childhood life  whereby i don't need to think of earning incomes just to survive. o Allah, help me please! help me to be strong! help me to be sincere in my job... just help me out of this feeling!

p.s.: i'm feeling like quitting. seriously.

Monday 11 November 2013

Teaser: Convo 2013

~Bismillah~



counting the days...
5 more days to go...

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
may Allah smooth the event

;)

p/s: Happy Graduation Day Hazimah!

Friday 8 November 2013

Puzzle 44: Useless

~Bismillah~

sometimes i just think that i'm a useless person
i'm useless in pretty much everything
i'm a useless child in my family
i'm a useless friend among my best friends
i'm a useless student to all my teachers
i'm a useless ........... (you fill in the blank for me)

i'm just useless
no explanation for that

and this time around
i'm feeling like i'm totally a loser
i lost a battle which i've never taken part in it
i lost something precious which i've never owned
i've lost mostly everything

i've lost in this fight
and i don't think i have the strength to stand up again
when i badly need someone beside me
that someone is always miles away from me
no call no textings no news at all

all that someone gave me was
disappointness and upsetness

oh, i'm such a horrible person!
if i'm not, i wouldn't have been treated like this

i'm so useless
i'm even worthless to most people
sometimes they see me as nothing
they always think that my heart is empty

and now
to be frank
it is empty

i need to be away for a while
coz right now
i feel so miserable

so long
  

Sunday 3 November 2013

Batuk

~Bismillah~

batuk yang sudah hampir sebulan
batuk yang sangat menyesakkan
batuk yang sangat menyiksakan
batuk yang membuat nafas menjadi semakin pendek
batuk menyukarkan sesebuah pekerjaan dilaksanakan
batuk yang sangat mengganggu gugat keamanan

batuk
adakah penawar batuk?
berapa pun sanggup bayar
asalkan batuk ini dapat cepat-cepat disembuhkan

batuk
silalah berhenti

(T)_(T)

You're not alone, sayang... I'm here with you... :'(

~Bismillah~




i know how heavy the burden you're bearing now
i know how much hurt your heart is
i know how much you'been crying lately
i know how much you need a hug from someone
i know how much you want to smile, but you just can't

how do i know all these?
becoz once i was in your state
how heavy the test we had to go through

but sayang
whatever it is you must go through all the tests
with an open heart
with redha
you must live your life to the fullest
you must take this as a big challenge for your heart

it's so hard
i know
but with patience and du'a
you'll be able to do it
i have faith in you sayang
and you should have faith in yourself too

my dear cinderella
i love you so much
please know that in this world 
you still got many people
who love you with all their hearts
especially your mother
if it's so difficult to accept everything you've been through now
it's just easy to know and accept that 
you still have a mother 
who still loves you more than her life

please don't hurt yourself
hurting yourself that means
you hurt her too

my dear friend
be strong my dear!

one more thing, my dear
please know that you're not alone
you have me, your mom, your friends
and most important of all
you have HIM.

so please smile again
i kinda miss the smile that i used to get on your face
wipe off all the tears
and shine your way to the happiness

if you need hands
i'm always here staying by your side


please asmile again, o my beautiful cinderella...
i love you to the fullest lillah

:')

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