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About Me
- Zimah Zaiwani
- i know what's right and what's wrong. i am cheerful and out going. it's hard for me to find the one that i want, but once i find the right person, i won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.
DO WHAT YOU LOVE
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Wednesday, 25 December 2013
The Heart of A Teacher
Thursday, 9 May 2013
Ibu segala tipu
Dengan sanubari sequdus hasrat
lelangkah yang luhur sepadu hajat
kita berhimpun sepenuh harapan
sedia tentang inti kemungkaran.
Awalnya segala tersenyum ilham
cuaca dan hajat akrab bersalam.
Kita memangkahnya secekal qalbu
rindu memahat sejarah yang syahdu.
Iklim yang gusar tetiba meledak
ketika kendera menyusup rahsia,
dan demokrasi sengaja dikocak
sebijak helah sekejam pendera.
Kertas undi yang terkumpul berbalam
sopan dan segan diusik khayalan,
sebaik senja disenyumi malam
sesenyapnya bermula pencemaran.
Malam debaran tersentap amarah,
cahaya bulan dikoyak-koyaknya,
rahsia gelap memulai dosanya,
berterbanganlah undi yang ditambah.
Kita berhimpun di padang sejarah
demi melawan kemungkaran baru;
demokrasi wajar dipelihara
daripada ibu segala tipu.
Oleh: A. Samad Said

Kenangan bersama sasterawan negara, Pak Samad

Sunday, 24 March 2013
Perkongsian seorang sahabat
dalam banyak banyak api
api hati paling payah nak padam
dalam banyak banyak perang
perang jiwa paling degil nak hilang
berbaik-baiklah
berlembut-lembutlah
carilah sayang dalam benci
rendahkanlah diri bukalah hati
hormat cara orang
faham kita berbeza
biar orang jadi orang
dan kita jadi kita
"Mencari Sayang Dalam Benci"- Wani Ardy
En Siyah Muhammad
24/03/2013
06:13 pm
aku segan nak berkehendakkann orang
kalau orang tak berkehendakkan aku
apa guna aku bersiram lapan belas kolah
sembur segelen parfum mekah sekalipun
seganlah aku
-Wani Ardy-
En Siyah Muhammad
24/03/2013
06:52 pm
p/s: Terima kasih, sayang atas perkongsian puisi ini :)
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
My favorites
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
Beautiful poetry written by Hassan bin Thabit in commemoration of Maulidur Rasul
When I saw his light shining forth,
In fear I covered my eyes with my palms,
Afraid for my sight because of the beauty of his form.
So I was scarcely able to look at him at all.
The lights from his light are drowned in his light
and his face shines out like the sun and moon in one.
A spirit of light lodged in a body like the moon,
a mantle made up of brilliant shining stars.
I bore it until I could bear it no longer.
I found the taste of patience to be like bitter aloes.
I could find no remedy to bring me relief
other than delighting in the sight of the one I love.
Even if he had not brought any clear signs with him,
the sight of him would dispense with the need for them.
Muhammad is a human being but not like other human beings.
Rather he is a flawless diamond and the rest of mankind is just stones.
Blessings be on him so that perhaps Allah may have mercy on us
on that burning Day when the Fire is roaring forth its sparks.
Friday, 11 January 2013
Poem: Joy in Death
Tuesday, 31 August 2010
Kuasa Cinta

Cinta Adalah...
Cinta adalah kekuatan
Yang mampu
Mengubah duri jadi mawar
Mengubah cuka jadi anggur
Mengubah malang jadi untung
Mengubah sedih jadi riang
Mengubah syaitan jadi nab
iMengubah iblis jadi malaikat
Mengubah sakit jadi sihat
Mengubah bakhil jadi dermawan
Mengubah kandang jadi taman
Mengubah penjara jadi istana
Mengubah amarah jadi ramah
Mengubah musibah jadi muhibbah
Itulah cinta.

Sekalipun Cinta...
Sekalipun cinta telah kuuraikan
Dan kujelaskan panjang lebar
Namun, jika cinta kudatangi
Aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri
Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan
Namun tanpa lidah, cinta ternyata lebih terang
Sementara pena begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya
Kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping
Begitu sampai kepada cinta
Akal terbaring tak berdaya
Bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur
Cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan
Cinta dan percintaan.

Kau Mencintaiku
Kau mencintaiku
Seperti bumi
Mencintai titah Tuhannya
Tak pernah lelah
Menanggung beban derita
Tak pernah lelah
Menghisap luka
Kau mencintaiku
Seperti matahari
Mencintai titah Tuhannya
Tak pernah lelah
Membagi cerah cahaya
Tak pernah lelah
Menghangatkan jiwa
Kau mencintaiku
Seperti air
Mencintai titah Tuhannya
Tak pernah lelah
Membersihkan lara
Tak pernah lelah
Menyejukkan dahaga
Kau mencintaiku
Seperti bunga
Mencintai titah Tuhannya
Tak pernah lelah
Menebar mekar aroma bahagia
Tak pernah lelah
Meneduhkan gelisah nyala.
(sumber: puisi-puisi ini dipetik daripada filem Ketika Cinta Bertasbih)
p/s: Saya ingin berterima kasih kepada Kekasih saya yang begitu agung cinta-Nya kepada saya, iaitu Allah 'azza wajalla (terima kasih, ya Allah). Juga saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih juga kepada junjungan Rasulullah s.a.w kerana mencintai saya sebagai umat baginda (terima kasih, Rasulullah). Tidak dilupakan kepada insan-insan ini yang begitu dalam cinta mereka terhadap diri saya dan insya Allah cinta mereka kekal di hati saya sampai bila-bila. Mereka adalah ayah, emak, kak long, abg long, angah, kak arsyi, abg nwar, kak aishah, kak uda, haifz, zaim, guru-guru, sahabat-sahabat terdekat, anak-anak murid dan semua sahabat baru saya yang tidak putus-putus doanya untuk saya. Puisi ini saya hadiahkan mereka semuanya. Semoga cinta antara kita semakin mekar dari hari ke hari.
Aku mencintaimu...
Wallahua'lam.
Sunday, 1 August 2010
Sonnet of the day
Sonnet 102
My love is strengthened, though more weak in seeming:
I love not less, though less the show appear
That love is merchandised whose rich esteeming
The owner's tongue doth publish everywhere
Our love was new, and then out in the spring
When I was wont to greet it with my lays;
As philomel in summer's front doth sing
And stops his pipe in growth of riper days.
Not that the summer is less pleasant how
Then when her mournful hymns did hush the night
But that wild music burdens every bough
And sweets grown common lose their dear delight
Therefore, like her, I sometime hold my tongue
Because I would not dull you with my song.
With love,
Qamar Purnama
Saturday, 19 June 2010
Pasrah
TUHAN...
PadaMu aku pasrah
Akur, alah dan menyerah
Seluruhnya sudah pudar
Cintaku kian tercalar
Senjaku semakin dekat
Di sumur dosa aku melarat
Di hujung umur kupasti kembali
Sedang hatiku tak suci lagi.
TUHAN...
Langkahku entahkan mati
Mendaki kasihMu nan tinggi
Namun cintaku bukan palsu
Walaupun sering terganggu
Kekadang terasa sayangMu
Bersama kurnia hidayah
Kekadang terasa murkaMu
Seiring patahnya mujahadah.
TUHAN...
Terlerai ribuan taubatku
Terungkai semua janjiku
Kataku sering mungkir
CintaMu sering terpinggir
Namun, Aku masih setia
Mengemis di jendela usia
Terus mencari wajah diri
Menadah keampunanMu, ILAHI...
(Sumber: Dipetik daripada buku "Di Mana Dia Di Hatiku," m/s: 122)

Salam sayang,
Qamar Purnama
Sunday, 16 May 2010
Special Poems on Teacher's Day
Why God Made Teachers
By Kevin William Huff
When God created teachers,
He gave us special friends
To help us understand His world
And truly comprehend
The beauty and the wonder
Of everything we see,
And become a better person
With each discovery.
When God created teachers,
He gave us special guides
To show us ways in which to grow
So we can all decide
How to live and how to do
What's right instead of wrong,
To lead us so that we can lead
And learn how to be strong.
Why God created teachers,
In His wisdom and His grace,
Was to help us learn to make our world
A better, wiser place.
Wonderful Teacher
With a special gift for learning
And with a heart that deeply cares,
You add a lot of love
To everything you share,
And even though You mean a lot,
You'll never know how much,
For you helped To change the world
Through every life you touched.
You sparked the creativity
In the students whom you taught,
And helped them strive for goals
That could not be bought,
You are such a special teacher
That no words can truly tell However much you're valued
For the work you do so well.
Teacher's ABC
(Tricia Stoddard)
A is for the Abundance of questions and yearning
B is for the Beauty I
C in your learning
D is for Doing it over til it's right
E is for the Effort you pour into learning each night
F is for watching how Far you can go
G is for watching you blossom and Grow
H is for reaching for that star so high
I is for Imagination, for the courage to try
J is for Joy in touching a child's life in a meaningful way
K is for the Kindness children bring to each day
L is for the Love of teaching we see
M is for the "Me" you're helping me to be
N is for Never being too weary to stay
O is for Overcoming the desire to stray
P is for the Positives you bring to each
Q is for showing the Quintessential way to teach
R is for the ability to power and Reason
S is for teaching to appreciate each Season
T is for Touching those that sit before you
U is for Understanding their fear of what's new
V is for the Vitality you bring to every day
W is for every Wonderment you bring their way
X is for the Xtra Special Teacher that You've become
Z is not for the Zoo! - but the wonderful job that you've done.
Sunday, 25 April 2010
Poetry: Villanelle

Example of Villanelle: Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rage at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Note: In the last semester, during the last classes before our final examination, Miss Sheena gave us a lecture about the types of closed form in poetry. In this entry, I'll recall her lecture regarding one type of closed form which have attracted me the most and unconsciously I was encouraged to create my own one. It's a villanelle. As I tried to memorise with the help of the notes given by our beloved teacher, a villanelle is the form that we have inherited today, which comes from 16th ce French pastoral (adj: describes a piece of art, writing or music that represents the pleasant and traditional features of the countryside) poetry. Originally, pastoral poetry dealt with the lives of shepherds and shepherdesses. A villanelle was primarily used for light verse (for entertainment and isn't complex in its meaning). Features of a villanell are as follows:
- consists of odd numbers of tercets (3 lines with end rhyme) - usually 5;
- followed by one quatrain (4 rhymed or unrhymed lines) - called an ENVOI;
- the rhyme scheme is aba for the tercets and abaa for the quatrain;
- the first and third lines of the first stanza are repeated alternately as the last line of the following tercets and also make up the third and fourth lines of the quatrain.
With love,
Qamar
Thursday, 15 April 2010
Poetry: Figures of Speech (part 2)
Hyperbole & Understatement
Hyperbole is a kind of an exaggeration, while understatement is deliberately describing something as being less than what it actually is. Examples for hyperbole are, "The dress is whiter than white," " His smile can make women's heart melt" and "That boy runs faster than a speeding bullet." Some sentences are provided here to illustrate the meaning of understatement; "His love could make women blind, but it could comfort them" and "This room is as cold as the ice in the fridge, but it's rather warm."
Metonymy & Synecdoche
Both of them are carrying the same function as figures of speech. They are used in poetry to replace certain words with the others.
Metonymy is replacing the name of a thing for something else that is closely related to it. It sounds similar to transferred epithet, but they actually differ from each other. If we recall back, transferred epithet is when we transfer the human or animal quality into abstract quality that is closely related to it. As for metonymy, it has nothing to do with so-called human or animal quality, otherwise it is more towards nouns, verbs or anything other than 'adjective.' For example, "He loves the bottle so much." Rather than saying, "He loves to drink a bottle of milk everyday, this is when poets come to use metonymy, to replace the word 'milk' with the word 'bottle.' Other example will be "She works with the press."
Synecdoche is when poets use the only significant part of a thing to represent the whole part of it. For instance, "Will you give me a hand?" The word 'hand' here refers to the person's help which had been requested by the the other person who asked for it. The same goes to "Nice wheels!" instead of "Nice car!" and "Her face is getting older" instead of "She's getting older."
Paradox & Oxymoron
Paradox is a statement that at first glance seems to contradict itself, but then shows a deeper logical meaning. If we found any statements in any poems that we're learning, which contain paradox in it, our first judgment toward those sentences might be, 'this sentence is nonsense!' or we might say 'How can a poet wrote such sentence which seems so impossible!" However, this is what poetry all about. The sentence contained paradox in it might seems impossible in our eyes, but if we not just reading it, but really looking deeply at it, automatically our perception would change as well. Later on, we'll find that the sentence seems illogical at the first sight, but then it will turn into something that is more make sense and not impossible at all! For example, "The child is father of the man." At first, we'll think how come a child be a father of a man, but when we think back, in the future, he'll be. The second example is "A chick comes from an egg."
How about oxymoron? Well, it is derived from a Greek word, means 'pointedly foolish.' Thus, it is a kind of compressed paradox, in which combining two contradictory terms. For example, "Bittersweet," "We could hear the sound of silence in the empty room," "His smile is too much alive to be dead," etc.
Periphrasis & Euphemism
Poets include periphrasis when they want to say something in a roundabout manner. For example, "The finny tribe....," "My mother's sister's daughter," instead of saying "my cousin" and "The pair of watery sight" instead of saying "The teary eyes."
Euphemism is a kind of periphrasis, in which it's a delicate or improper term is described in a roundabout manner. For example, instead of saying "Her father died last night," we should rather say, "Her father passed away last night." If we want to describe our friends body size, we always say, "My friend loves to eat. That's why now she's fat." Well, don't you think that it sounds a little bit delinquent to address our friend in such manner? To improve our speech, let's just say, "That's why now she's horizontally-challenged." This might avoid a big fight between you and your friend, don't you thin? :)
Pun
Lastly, pun. Pun is a play on words, which the poets use a word with two meanings or two words that sound alike or are spelled alike. Pun is usually committed for humorous effect. Example of pun is "A baker's wife, Alberta Smith, had loads and loads of fun. For every time she did her hair, she put it in a bun."
Previous article: Definition of figures of speech, metaphor & simile, personification & transferred epithet and apostrophe & allusion.
Wallahua'lam.
Poetry: Figures of Speech (part 1)
I still remember my poetry lecturer, Miss Sheena, explained about figures of speech in poetry class. All her lectures are still fresh in my memory and I don't know why suddenly I want to recall everything that she had taught us (but today I'm only intended to talk about the figures of speech). Maybe it's because I don't want to just learn something for the sake of exams. Do you know that learning or studying for the sake of getting good grades in examinations will bring you nowhere. You'll just stand or sit at the same point without moving anywhere. It shows that how valuable knowledge are and it's our job to grab it, treasure it and utilize it for the betterment of our life. For my BENL friends, let's recall what had been taught by Miss Sheena, so that it might help us to be more appreciative towards the beauty of English literature as we had learned during the past semester 2.
What are figures of speech?
Figures of speech are intentional departure from straight-forward, literal use of language for the purpose of clarity, emphasis or freshness of expression. Based on what I understand from Miss Sheena's lectures is that, usually, poets tend to include (not all) figures of speech in their poetry because they want to make their poems looked more attractive and interesting to be read by people. In addition, including figures of speech in their poetry, poets will be able to catch the readers' attention other than trying to convey the hidden messages inside their poems.
Basically, in poetry, there are as many as 15 figures of speech used by poets in their poems. They encompass metaphor, simile, personification, transferred epithet, apostrophe, allusion, hyperbole, understatement, metonymy, synecdoche, paradox, oxymoron, periphrasis, euphemism and pun.
Let's take a look at them one by one!
Metaphor & Simile
Although metaphor and simile are different from each other, but they are actually the same thing. This is because they share the same function as the figures of speech in poetry, which is comparing two different things.
The obvious thing that they are appeared to be different from each other is that, metaphor is an indirect comparison between two things. The things which are compared in a poem could be either a thing, idea or even an action as it refers to as being something else which it shares a common quality. For example, "He is a tiger" to indicate that he is as brave as a tiger. Another examples are, "You are my sunshine" and " Emily is the rose who attracted men."
How about simile? Simile is a direct comparison between two different things, actions or feelings, with the use of a connective word such as 'like,' 'as,' 'resembles' and 'then.' Beware, if you find a statement that comparing two things with the absence of these connectors, they are no longer a simile, but a metaphor! Examples for simile are, "The surface of the table is whiter than a sheet," "She's like the moonlight during the night" and "John is as slow as a snail."
Personification & Transferred Epithet
As for these two, they are put under the same umbrella in which addressing attributes of something. Personification is when poets are transferring human qualities to an object, animal or abstract quality such as justice or love. Other than that, any inanimate objects which are given animal characteristics also known as personification. For example, "The singing birds cheer up her day" and "The moon is smiling at her."
Transferred epithet is when poets attributing a characteristic of one thing to another that is closely related to it. For example, "The angry bus honked at us as we crossed the busy street." The "angry bus" here doesn't indicate that the car is angry, instead the bus driver itself is angry with us. So, this is when transferred epithet occurs; when the attribute of an animate object (usually human's) is transferred to an inanimate object (like the bus in the above example).
Apostrophe & Allusion
Apostrophe is when poets addressing a thing or quality or even an absent (or dead) person as if it were present or alive and could reply. For example, "O Wild West Wind!" "O my dear roses!" and "O wake up all of you, dead people!"
Allusion is also used to address a thing. But the difference is it is a reference to another work of literature, an incident or a person (or character in a work of fiction). *Sorry, no specific examples for allusion. But I will include in here as soon as I've found the best example to illustrate allusion.
Next article: Hyperbole & understatement, metonymy & synecdoche, paradox & oxymoron, periphrasis & euphemism and pun.
To be continued...
Saturday, 3 April 2010
Poem of the day~"Daddy" by Sylvia Plath
You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.
Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time ----
Marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe
Big as a Frisco seal
And a head in the freakish Atlantic
Where it pours bean green over blue
In the waters off the beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you.
Ach, du.
In the German tongue, in the Polish town
Scraped flat by the roller
Of wars, wars, wars.
But the name of the town is common.
My Polack friend
Says there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell where you
Put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.
It stuck in a barb wire snare.
Ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak.
I thought every German was you.
And the language obscene
An engine, an engine,
Chuffing me off like a Jew.
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
I began to talk like a Jew.
I think I may well be a Jew.
The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna
Are not very pure or true.
With my gypsy ancestress and my weird luck
And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack
I may be a bit of a Jew.
I have always been scared of you,
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo.
And your neat mustache
And your Aryan eye, bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You ----
Not God but a swastika
So black no sky could squeak through.
Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.
You stand at the blackboard, daddy,
In the picture I have of you,
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot
But no less a devil for that, no not
Any less the black man who
Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.
But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look
And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I'm finally through.
The black telephone's off at the root,
The voices just can't worm through.
If I've killed one man, I've killed two ----
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.
There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagersnever liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.
Daddy: Shoe Imagery
Within the first lines, Plath refers to herself as a foot, and her father as the black shoe in which she has lived for so long. When one thinks of a shoe, usually the association is made that the shoe is worn as a kind of protection. The imagery of her father in this way would imply that she has felt protected living in his memory.
The color black is thought of as the absence of light, darkness, and desolation – obviously the nemesis of purity, light and protection. Assuming that the association between the two is accurate, it would be safe to attribute the speaker’s depressive thoughts, and haunting images, to feelings that she is bound to her father’s memory despite the anger and resentment that she feels. Using this type of association one can feel the animosity with which Plath writes of her father, as distinct from her father in the flesh. On an unconscious level, Plath could blame her father for leaving she and her mother alone.
Read more at Suite101: Sylvia Plath's "Daddy": An Examination of a Father's Influence over Brilliant Poet

