When I Think of You

When I think of you,
I see your face everywhere,
Your face appears in every single thing around me.
It makes me scared,
As it hunted me,
Until every night I’ll dream about you.

When I think of you,
I can remember when the first time
you and I met.
We got to know to each other,
Until the chain of friendship between us
Was built with the presence of LOVE.

When I think of you,
I memorise when the time you made
Your confession towards me.
You said that you like me for who I was.
You said it with full of sicerity,
Until tears came to me.

When I think of you,
I can feel the presence of anger in myself.
I’m angry because you have changed.
You are no longer keep in touch with me
As you promised.
A big question mark fall down on top of my head.
Have you already forgotten about me?
Suddenly, a shiver run through me.
I’m afraid you will leave me alone,
I keep thinking about you,
Until I realize that there’s emptiness
Far down to my heart.

When I think of you,
All I can see is all your promises
Are still flying on my head.
You said as long as you live,
You will always be by my side.
You will always accompany me.
Until all my sadness had gone away.

And above all these,
I conclude to myself,
When I think of you,
I can feel both happy and upset.
I’m happy when I remember our memories together.
I’m happy every time when you drew
A smile on my face.
But at the same time,
My heart is actually breaking into smaller pieces.
I’m upset when you didn’t react every time I called you.
I’m upset because you didn’t call me back.
You just like other guys.
You will keep me when you’re in content,
But then you will throw me away
When I won’t be needed in your life anymore.

All of these,
When I think of you,
I just got nothing else with me,
But one litre of tears.