Puzzle 37: Struggle

Bismillah.

Everyday is a struggle for me.
It's tough, hard and so much challenges that I need to go through.
Though the path isn't as straight as I expected it to be.
Thus makes me want to struggle even more.

What do I struggle for? Many things... in life.

I struggle to be a good servant of Him.
I struggle to be a good follower to my beloved Prophet.
I struggle to be a good reader to my Holy book.
I struggle to be a good child to both my parents.
I struggle to be a good student to my all educators.
I struggle to be a good mutarabbi to my murabbi.
I struggle to be a good sister to all my siblings.
I struggle to be good seeker of all knowledge.
I struggle to be a good friend to all my peers.
I struggle to be a good 'pearl' to my future Imam.
I struggle to be a good Muslim to my religion and to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.

I struggle to be good in everything.
And even now I'm still struggling to be one.

But...
Being good isn't enough for me.
I wanna be something more.
I wanna be more than anyone can ever imagine.

I
Wanna be the BEST in everything!
That's my real dream.

I wanna be the BEST servant of Him.
I wanna be the BEST follower to my beloved Prophet.
I wanna be the BEST reader to my Holy book.
I wanna be the BEST child to both my parents.
I wanna be the BEST student to all my educators.
I wanna be the BEST mutarabbi to my murabbi.
I wanna be the BEST sister to all my siblings.
I wanna be the BEST seeker of all knowledge.
I wanna be the BEST friend to all my peers.
I wanna be the BEST 'pearl' to my future Imam.
I wanna be the BEST Muslim to my religion and to all my Muslim brothers and sisters.

However
Can I ever be one?
Insha-Allah.
With my struggles along with His blessings
I believe I can reach beyond the BEST in everything I'm intended to do.

I dream to be the BESTEST among the BEST!
And only Him can allow it to happen.
"Kun fayakun."

Life has to go on.

Now
I'm looking forward.
And not returning backward anymore.