She’s The One….

Bismillah…

Assalamualaikum w.b.t…

Alhamdulillah, I’m still alive today, insya Allah. As usual, this morning I don’t have any classes so I spend my free time updating my blog at the library.

I’m so happy today as I’m not sure why. Maybe I can’t wait to be home again this week, insya Allah this Friday, I mean tomorrow, I’m going home and see my family again. I want to see mummy, daddy, kak uda and all the rest of my family, especially my ‘boyfriend’, kamil… hehehe… love you, dear…

Other than that, there’s another reason why I’m so happy today. Last night, I telephoned my ‘best friend’ or ‘sohibii’. We had a very long conversation together. We laughed together and at that time we were also getting to know about each other. We were talking about ourselves, studies and also made some ‘silly’ jokes, hehehe. That was very fun! Alhamdulillah, knowing ‘sohibii’ have changed a lot of things in myself. ‘Sohibii’ has brightened up my days. Thank you, ‘sohibii’!

Ok…

Now, I want to talk about my roommate and at the same time, she’s also can be considered as my best friend too, my new best friend actually, here in CFS Nilai.

She’s from Kelantan but she can speak KL very well as I seldom hear her speaking in Kelantanese dialect. What can I say about her?

Well, she’s a very nice friend. During my studies here, she helps me a lot. Sometimes we always go to the library together as she always accompany me with my studies. And sometimes we also share about our happiness and sadness together. We laugh together, we cry together, we share our problems together. She’s a very caring and concern about other people as she’s not a selfish girl, insya Allah.

When I’m starving and have nothing to eat,
She’s the one who will feed me with her snacks;

When I got some problems;
She’s the one who can be a good listener;

When I got into tears because of my problems,
She’s the one who will hug me and summonsed me up;

When I’m alone – have nothing to do,
She’s the one who will come to me and make me laugh;

When I don’t know about something,
She’s the one who will teach me about;

And above all this… because…
She’s the one who’s lying in my HEART now and forever…

That’s her, Julaiha Syazmira… ‘buah hatiku’….

*This poem is dedicated to someone that very special to me, called Jue. Even though my English is very broken, but I don’t care as long as I want her to know how much I love her with all my heart. I hope she’s going to like it, insya Allah…

wallahua'lam...
wassalam.

Sweet memory…

Bismillah…

Assalamualaikum w.b.t…

Hello and good morning everyone… it has been a long time since I updated this blog… Sorry, as usual, I’m quite busy all these days and i don’t have times to be online.

Actually, today, I don’t have anything to write, but, Insya Allah, I just want to share with you guys the pictures of me and my sister, Kak Uda when we went to watch cinema, ‘The Mummy…’ at the KLCC…

Alhamdulillah....
this is my sweet memory ever! i love my sister so much!
she's apart of my life......
i hope someday we'll be hanging out together again.... just like this...hehehe...

wassalam...

MY FAMILY (i)

Bismillah…

Assalamualaikum w.b.t…

Hello, there! Alhamdulillah we meet again today.

It feels so good to be back again. Now, I am at my house, in Gombak. I arrived home at about 2.30 pm. Oh, I was so sleepy at that time. Actually, my best roommate, Jue, was following us too this evening but she went back to her sister’s house with an LRT and then took a bus from the Central Market straight to her sister’s house.

Hmm… What am I going to share with you today is about my big whole family! Hahaha…

I got a big happy family. To me, my family is the greatest family I have in this world and it is the most precious gift given by Him. As for you now, it seems like this is the most valuable thing I have, so, I am going to appreciate and in that case, I will express my appreciations through writing about them in my blog.

*These are some photos of my family captured since I was in standard 4. hehe… Don’t I look very cute? Don’t I look adorable? Haha… kidding!

Starting from the uppers..

I got only one Daddy and Mummy… and they are the cutest couple in the whole universe. Hahaha… Don’t you think? My father’s name is Wan Ibrahim b. Wan Ahmad and my mother’s name is Zaila Abd. Kadir.

About Daddy

Hmm.. what can I tell you about him. Let see… Alhamdulillah, of course he is the best daddy in the world as he’s always in my heart. Hahaha… He is very good at particular things like fulfilling our needs. He would never forget to fulfill his responsibilities as the head of the family. Everything that we want from him, he would never upset us because he knows his children needs. I also very respect him (salute him) in things like money management. Based on my observation, daddy is such a very careful person. He will always take care of his money from spending to non-beneficial things. He knows how to manage his money properly for our goods for the future(even though sometimes he is very stingy..hehehe…). But, sometimes he likes to get angry easily. You know, when he’s get mad with someone, you will feel scared looking at his face as he is the twin of lion. Hehehe…

About Mummy

Oh, mummy is the BEST! She’s my idol, role model, the Queen of my heart and also my angel. I admire her very much. She’s always there whether I am in happiness or sadness. She’s everything in my life. I can’t imagine how my life is going to be without her by my side. Maybe I would after her because I really think that I can’t live longer without her. My life will get meaningless without her looking at her face, listening to her voice, kissing her face and hand, smelling her perfumes and hugging her body. Hmmm… she’s my only BESTFRIEND as she always listen to me every time I got problem especially problem involves LOVE. She’s such a good listener. I love her with all my heart…

I love my both my daddy and mummy!

They are the best and nobody can replace them in my heart!

As you can see, above is the photo of my siblings. All of us are seven. We are the princes and princesses of King Wan Ibrahim and Queen Zaila.

Eldest

Nickname: Kak Long

Characteristics:

• Exactly the same with Daddy(hehehe…)
• The prettiest among the other daughters
• Very talented in cooking
• Very friendly and kind to everyone
• Caring and loving towards other siblings
• Fashionable like cosmetics as they are part of her
• But very sweet!!!

Second

Nickname: Angah

Characteristics:

• cute
• Friendly and likes baby and kids
• Loving person
• Caring
• Like to help people in needs
• Very concern about religious things
• Sporting
• Alert about the current issues(especially issues that involve Islam)

Third

Nickname: Abg Nwar

Characteristics:

• A lawyer
• Handsome and very good-looking
• Taller than my parents
• Determine kind of person
• Hardworking
• Quiet and not very get along with us, his siblings
• Likes to show his serious face

Fourth

Nickname: Kak Uda

Characteristics:

• Sweet face
• Funny girl (likes to make people laugh)
• The most intelligent person in our family
• My second best friend
• My company in all things
• Attractive to all men (hehehe)
• Cheerful and friendly too
• Likes to make friends and very helpful to them
• Good advisor and a good speaker

Fifth

Nickname: Imah or Adik or Kak Chik

Characteristics:

· Cute, baby face (haha… that’s me!)

· Caring about others

· Just like Angah, I also interested in helping people who need my help

· Concern about FRIENDSHIP and LOVE matters

· Love my family and friends so much

· Honest such person and hello, I’m hardworking too..

· Likes studying, eating or do what ever that makes me happy

· My parents are my idols

· Very-very emotional, like to cry, weak in LOVE matters, like to act childishly.

· Also can get furious with something easily.

Sixth

Nickname: Hafiz or Abg Chik

Characteristics:

• Dark-skinned and ‘naughty’ face
• Playful and always go out and play with his friends
• Very shy person
• Likes to be involved in sports esp. in basketball
• Caring and loving but doesn’t like to show them to people
• Loves animals esp. cats

Youngest

Nickname: Zaim, Zharfan, Baby

Characteristics:

• Cute face fair-skinned
• Can be friends with anyone (with adults or even with kids too)
• Sometimes very helpful and kind
• Likes to act according to his moods
• Likes to play with kids ex. Kamil and Itqan

To be continued......

Yesterday

Assalamualaikum, hello everyone.

Hmm… Of course today is a very busy and tired day for everyone, especially for Farrah because, like others, she got so many classes as usual. Hehehe… sorry to her.

Actually, I just want to share with you about my ‘Listening and Speaking’ presentation that had been done yesterday, Monday, 12 August 2008, 8 am to 11 am. Oh, it was so miserable for me. I think it was a nightmare for me too. I don’t know. Yesterday, I felt so disappointed and upset with myself because I couldn’t do my presentation very well. I always fail in this sort of thing, even though I like to talk in front of everybody.

Ok, lets get straight to the point, ok?

The title for my presentation was ‘Languages I Want to Learn and Master’. I chose this title because to me, it was the easiest topic than others. I don’t know. It’s just my opinion. Other than that, I had searched a lot of points about this topic also. My turn was number seven. Oh God, I was so nervous when I found out that I was among the earliest students to present my topic. But, what can I do? Hmm… So, when it was my turn, I just paced calmly to the front class and ‘tawakkal’. Just leave it to Him, let Him decides what is good and what is bad for me.

After I have got myself comfortable in front of the class, I read Surah as-Syarh 3 times and said to myself, “You can do it, Hazimah!”. So, I just went. Then, I started my presentation by introducing myself along with seeking an apologize from the audience.

“Assalamualaikum, a very good morning to Madame ‘Ain and all of my friends. Today, I would like to present about the topic ‘Languages I Want to Learn and Master’. Before that, I want to apologize because I actually have completed my presentation using Power Point but I haven’t bring it along here today. So, I have nothing along with me today as I only got a very simple notes about this topic, but never mind. I will try my best to explain about it to you…” then, I started the topic.

Oh, I can’t forget about how was I looked at that time. So nervous and very difficult to speak in front of people without prepare anything. But, I just did it. At first, I thought I wanted to tell Madame that I didn’t prepare yet, but I was afraid to do so. So, I just did my very best at that time. No matter what, at least, I tried my hardest and I kept all SF’s advices in my heart, and Alhamdulillah I could get trough it.

But, I still think about my presentation until now because I have a bad feeling about it. Of course Madame will give me the lowest marks because my presentation is really bad. Oh my God! If only I can get back into the past, I am really sure that I will do my very best because I have prepared everything before I present it to the class. But, how come I do that? Unless I got the power to turn back of course I would do that. But, it’s all about yesterday. What done is done. There is no need to talk about the past, because it useless.

The most important thing is, I am going to improve myself in the future just like what my SF have told me before.

written on Tuesday 12/08/2008

Dunia Baru....

assalamualaikum semua....

sudah terlalu lama saya tdk meng'update' blog kesayanganku ini. krn ksibukan yg teramat sgt..(sibuklah sgt, klas pon x start lg..hehehe..). bkn apa, lm sgt x update blog sbb xde ms. lgpon, cc ni kat blok brothers, payah sket nk slalu berjln2 kat sini. nnt ada org kate, "jual muke", plak... hmmm.. sshnye hidop... sbb lain, xde kwn nk teman. malaslah, bzlah.. mcm2lah... cc ni pon cam x best je. PANAS gile!!!... tp, mmg tdk dpt dinafikan pon cuaca di sini sgt pns... sekali-sekala je hujan, tu pon kejap je die dah panas balik.

straight to the point je lah..

DORMMATES
sejak melangkah ke dunia baru ni, nk kate dpt pengalaman baru tuh, xdelah sgt. tp, yg bestnye kat sini, so far alhamdulillah, dormmate sumenye baik2, even majoritinya tdk satu perjuangan dgn saya, tp, mere respect org mcm saya. xde pon nk boikot2 cam kat skolah dulu,x suke saya. ini baru 3rd week. utk yg akn dtg ni, xtaulah. tp insya Allah saya yakin mereka tdk akn berubah as long as kite baik dgn dorang. rakan2 dorm sume frenly2. saya pon kalau ksdhn cite jgk kat dorang. dorng kalau kat sini, kalau dorng ada pape problem, dorang xkan cite kat sorang je, tp akn cite ramai2. kongsi ramai2. itulah kehebatan ukhuwah kan?... hmmm... dorang mmg best... dlm dorm kami ada 4 senior. dorang ni yg xdpt short sem. sume skali ada 21 org sebilik. mereka adalah...:

1. kak amoy
2. micci(nm sbnr, fatin..)
3. ros
4. sarah
5. ain
6.fatin
7. mirah
8. syidah
9. kak fifah
10. kak irah
11. asma'
12. husna
13. izaifah
14. jue
15. dibah
16. kak mas
17. suraya(sue)
18. nisreen
19. syifa'
20. iqah
21. zimah(me!!)

hmm... itulah mereka... tp yg plng saya rapat, jue, husna, asma', n nisreen... tp dgn yg lain2, ok je. cm amik ms je.. hehe...insya Allah...

STUDIES
about studie plak, alhamdulillah, at this moment, subjek yg kami dah start belaja, fardhu 'ain je. untuk ko-course, which is, BEN(bachelor of english), 2nd sem nnt baru stat blaja. saya insya Allah akn berada disini slm setahun stgh je. xlm pon. kami wajib blaja arabic n english. utk english, sepatutnya klas dah stat, tp, last week, xde sorang pon lecturer yg msk for english lesson. poor us... for arabic, saya dpt level 2. for ben students, level 2 dah dikira exempted. so, kami xkan blaja arab di sini. tp blaja kat gombak nnt, insya Allah... dlm klas fardhu 'ain or FIM, brothers 4 org je; ali, hafiz hadi dn afiq. keempat2, alhamdulillah, baik2. minoritilah katekan. hehe... klas english plak, 1 je. his name is syazwan. sian die. tp, hari tuh ada tego die. yelah, kite xnklah bg die rs lonely sbb he's the only boy kat situ kan. hmm.... tego gitu2 je. tanya asal ngan skolah kat mn. die pon juz jwb je.(bkn nk tanya nm kite blk. hehehe..kidding...)... tulah.. so far about studies ni, agk membosankan sbb. xstat2 lg blaja. selagi x stat belaja, selagi tulah, kerja kami hanya TIDO..TIDO..TIDO.. dan TIDO.. hahaha.... tp, kdg2 g library.. xnklah tido je. smpi mak kate saya dah tembam..isk..isk..isk.. hehe...(mmg tembam pon..), tp insya Allah, starting 2morrow, i hope, kami dah mula blaja..amiin...

hmm... insya Allah tun jelah yg nk dikongsikan... insya Allah, for the next entry, maybe byk lg benda yang nk dicitekan....

salam...