Puzzle 30: Cry

                                                                                                                                                                       I cry and cry and cry

I cry a lot

To release the pain

Which is attacking my heart

I cry and cry and cry

I cry without shy

Not thinking of how others may judge myself

For deep down inside 

I'm still hurt

I cry and cry and cry

I cry for the same thing

Again and again

Without tiring

Without boring

Even now

I'm still waiting

For the call

But in the end

I would get upset

I cry and cry and cry

Intending to reach from thousand miles

But all I get

Nothing but disappointment

I cry and cry and cry

I will continue to cry

Until the right person comes

And shed my tears

I'll be waiting

p.s.: I'm tired of pretending that I'm happy although I'm actually not. And the best part is, I'm so unhappy about myself. Due to that, I started crying. Everyday I cry. Everyday I would let the tears fill up both my eyes. Each day I would allow the tears streaming down my cheeks. I can't shed them myself and I can't control them from running down my cheeks. I need support. I need assistance. I just need the right person to help me shed them. But it will never happen because there's no such thing as "happily ever after" in the real world. It seems like I've been cheated by all types of fairy tales that I had watched from Disney cartoon movies. But this time, I won't be deceived anymore.  Because there's nothing "precious" left inside my heart.