Once she wrote this in her blog:
melihat dia gembira
melihat dia bahagia
mendengar dia bercerita
Tengah hepi la tu??
cepat la kawen makcik
Oppss!!! Why suddenly I bold the last sentence? So naughty of me. Hehe... If that's what she asked from me, then I will definitely reply:
I wish I could, but both of us still have lots of obligations that we need to settle first before we be each other's life partner.
It sounds odd, I know, but that's the real thing. We're not ready for everything now. There are many things that we need to consider and not to mention there are lots of improvements that we would like to make within ourselves before we agree to be a part of each other's life.
So, this note is for her:
Mak cik, nothing to worrylah. If Allah says he's the one for me, I will definitely wait for him as long as I'm still healthy to live my life. But if Allah fates that I'll be sick until I could hardly stand, then there's no need for me to wait for him any longer and so does him. On that day, I'll just be waiting for Izrael to come and take my life and leave the world forever-leave him. Because... I just want him to be my imam. I don't want others.
Now, there's nothing much we can do about it, but two-TRUST AND DU'A! These are our strengths. I trust him and I trust Him more!
But please pray for us too.
And now I'm writing for you:
melihat aku bahagia
mendengar aku bercerita
dengan setiap gelagat keanak-anakanku
aku sudah menemukan cinta yang aku harapkan
bila tahu dia gembira
aku juga gembira sama
Terima kasih, kekandaku!
Luv you from far :')