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i know what's right and what's wrong. i am cheerful and out going. it's hard for me to find the one that i want, but once i find the right person, i won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.


"Do what you love and you'll be good at it. Sounds simple enough. But what if you love reading comics, playing video games and watching korean dramas until your eyes pop out? Is it possible to make a career out of such things? What's the alternative? Spend all your time wishing you were brave enough to take that leap? Don't let fear stop you from doing what you love. Because ultimately, it's about being true to yourself."


Friday, 8 November 2013

Puzzle 44: Useless


sometimes i just think that i'm a useless person
i'm useless in pretty much everything
i'm a useless child in my family
i'm a useless friend among my best friends
i'm a useless student to all my teachers
i'm a useless ........... (you fill in the blank for me)

i'm just useless
no explanation for that

and this time around
i'm feeling like i'm totally a loser
i lost a battle which i've never taken part in it
i lost something precious which i've never owned
i've lost mostly everything

i've lost in this fight
and i don't think i have the strength to stand up again
when i badly need someone beside me
that someone is always miles away from me
no call no textings no news at all

all that someone gave me was
disappointness and upsetness

oh, i'm such a horrible person!
if i'm not, i wouldn't have been treated like this

i'm so useless
i'm even worthless to most people
sometimes they see me as nothing
they always think that my heart is empty

and now
to be frank
it is empty

i need to be away for a while
coz right now
i feel so miserable

so long

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