Puzzle 44: Useless

~Bismillah~

sometimes i just think that i'm a useless person

i'm useless in pretty much everything

i'm a useless child in my family

i'm a useless friend among my best friends

i'm a useless student to all my teachers

i'm a useless ........... (you fill in the blank for me)

i'm just useless

no explanation for that

and this time around

i'm feeling like i'm totally a loser

i lost a battle which i've never taken part in it

i lost something precious which i've never owned

i've lost mostly everything

i've lost in this fight

and i don't think i have the strength to stand up again

when i badly need someone beside me

that someone is always miles away from me

no call no textings no news at all

all that someone gave me was

disappointness and upsetness

oh, i'm such a horrible person!

if i'm not, i wouldn't have been treated like this

i'm so useless

i'm even worthless to most people

sometimes they see me as nothing

they always think that my heart is empty

and now

to be frank

it is empty

i need to be away for a while

coz right now

i feel so miserable

so long