You're not alone, sayang... I'm here with you... :'(

~Bismillah~

i know how heavy the burden you're bearing now

i know how much hurt your heart is

i know how much you'been crying lately

i know how much you need a hug from someone

i know how much you want to smile, but you just can't

how do i know all these?

becoz once i was in your state

how heavy the test we had to go through

but sayang

whatever it is you must go through all the tests

with an open heart

with redha

you must live your life to the fullest

you must take this as a big challenge for your heart

it's so hard

i know

but with patience and du'a

you'll be able to do it

i have faith in you sayang

and you should have faith in yourself too

my dear cinderella

i love you so much

please know that in this world 

you still got many people

who love you with all their hearts

especially your mother

if it's so difficult to accept everything you've been through now

it's just easy to know and accept that 

you still have a mother 

who still loves you more than her life

please don't hurt yourself

hurting yourself that means

you hurt her too

my dear friend

be strong my dear!

one more thing, my dear

please know that you're not alone

you have me, your mom, your friends

and most important of all

you have HIM.

so please smile again

i kinda miss the smile that i used to get on your face

wipe off all the tears

and shine your way to the happiness

if you need hands

i'm always here staying by your side

please asmile again, o my beautiful cinderella...

i love you to the fullest lillah

:')