~Bismillah~
Yup. Emo. That's the title of this post for tonight. Actually, tomorrow is a big day for me! What day? It's my first day of final examination! Hari penentuan! And here I am. Still blogging while revising. Seriously, I can't do one work at one time. Meaning, I have to do more. I don't know why but it's just me! Well, I'm a multitasker. That's how my Lord had created me and I'm grateful for it. Lol. So, please please please allow me to blog just for the last time before I put my 100% focus on my study. Please! Please! Please! Okay. Back to our topic. Emo. What about it? I'm not sure whether or not you had come across my previous post about the arguments I had with my mother about my ambition, about what I'd like to become in the future. I bet no, you didn't. Thank goodness! Thank you for not reading it but for those who had read it, I have a confession to make. So, listen up! Eh silap. So, read up! That wasn't me! I mean, of course that was me who wrote the post and published it but what I meant was I wasn't in the state of rational when I was writing the post. Seriously! You might not want to believe this but honestly speaking this is what happening when a girl or in my case, a lady or a woman (I should say) in the state of ABC. So, I would like to apologise especially to my mother for being too emotional almost about everything and expressed it in my blog. Well, I bet that's not supposed to be done by a graduating student like me. Hello! I'm already 23. I'm a big girl now. So I should act how a 23 year-old lady is supposed to act. I need to remove all my childish character and start to be a lady-like, which means I need to act maturely from now on. Shame on me if I write something pertaining to my feelings in my blog. I bet no one would want to read it (walaupun haku tahu tiada siapa yang mahu atau sudi atau membaca blog haku ini). However, I shall write something more beneficial or in Malay sesuatu yang berisi so that it will not just benefit me alone, but all people out there (bagi sesiapa yang terbaca blog inilah ya). Again, I'm so sorry for the childish post but I promise such thing won't happen again in the future. Okay. Let's get back to my study. Tomorrow is my first paper. Do pray for me! Thank you for dropping by and chiow!
*Revising while listening to Lite FM. English songs are coming into my ears and flowing straight away to my brain. Oh, I really hope this will help me improve my English, in a way. Good night luvs!
2 comments:
All the best , kak Zimah !
Moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita dalam menjawab peperiksaan. insyaAllah..
Allahu yusahhil umuuranaa. :) Amiin.
in sha Allah. all the best to you too dear ;)
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