Kuiz IRK!!! Take a rest for moment....

salam.

ya Allah! esok saya akan menghadapi satu ujian yang tidak kurang besar jugaklah bagi saya untuk menentukan carry mark bagi subjek IRK. esok ustaz kassim nak buat kuiz IRK. saya dah baca dua tajuk. tinggal tiga tajuk je lagi, tapi, sekarang betul2 dah tak larat nak terus membaca. otak jadi jammed dah niha. tengkuk pon dah sakit. mata dah semakin kuyu. badan terasa semakin tidak bermaya. nak baca, tapi, entahlah...

dalam to-do-list saya untuk hari ini, sepatutnya saya kena habiskan baca IRK sampai last chapter. then i will move on to do some revisions on subject linguistics under the topic: Morphology, and also revision on subject btq; chapter 3 and 4. but, unfortunately, melihatkan kondisi badanku seperti ini, do you think that i should proceed with my revisions then? what is your opinion?

sambil2 nak menunggu mata ni tak mengantuk dan bagi mendapatkan kembali tenaga untuk badan ini supaya terus bekerja, saya nak kongsi sikitlah about something. about my friend.

"wherever you are, i will always be by your side"

well, i got a friend. hmm, a male friend, actually. he is taking the same course as i am, BEN (english) but we are not in the same group(class) for this semester. unlike the last semester, we were only classmates for the FIM class. tapi itupun kami tak pernah bersembang ataupun bertegur sapa lah. buat tak tahu je. al-maklumlah, bak kata dia, perempuan dalam kelas kami masa tu ramai sangat. dia takut nak pandang belakang. hehehe... pemalu lah kononnya.

what am i going to talk about him? well, let's see. the truth is, there's nothing much about him that i know. we are not bestfriends or even closed friends but insya Allah we are still friends. on the other hand, there's is something about him that i am quite dissatisfy with. saya pun tak pasti sama ada saya nak bagitahu ataupun tak. takutlah pulak kalau membuka 'aib kawan kita sendiri tanpa pengetahuan dia. but, in my opinion, it is better for us if we say something good about our friend, right? yeah, absolutely!

i have been friends with him since the beginning of this semester. macam biasa, saya yang mengorak langkah dulu. faham2 jelah. saya nikan berani. hehe. bukan apa. saya, sejak masuk uia ni, saya nak ramaikan kawan dan saya nak kenal dengan kawan2 kelas saya yang lepas. that's all my intention.

let me tell you a little about him. he's the youngest in his siblings. oklah. dia seorang yang sangat sporting dan ceria. suka buat orang ketawa. kadang2 bila mood saya tengah down, saya akan cari dia untuk menhiburkan saya. jadi, dialah yang selalu buat saya gelak bagai nak pecah perut niha. sejak itu, saya betul2 rasa yang saya tidak keseorangan. memang manis dalam persahabatan, kan? do you agree? yeah, i think so. especially when our friends always try to make us smile and laugh again. we will feel like this world is ours. why did i say so? entahlah, mungkin sebab bagi saya, selain keluarga, sahabat adalah segala2nya. friends or companions are my second family after my own family. that's why i always try my very best to protect the kinship between my friends and i but unluckily i always fail. funny isn't it? yeah, i knew it.

now, everything seems gone. slowly. maksud saya, saya rasa macam dah tak ada sesiapa boleh buat saya ketawa sangat2 lagi sekarang selain daripada dia. for me, each of my friends has their own specialties. setiap daripada mereka memang terserlah keistimewaannya pada pandangan mata dan hati saya. cuma hari ni, hati saya terdetik untuk menceritakan tentang sahabat saya yang sorang ni. hmm... what else about him? what ever it is, he is still the best for me. even sometimes he hurt my feelings but i don't mind because everyone makes mistakes, right? so, what's wrong if we always forgive them even they won't do the same thing as ours? think about it, will you?

ok. saya rasa saya dah ada tenaga sikit untuk sambung revision saya.
i better continue my reading now or else i will lose my precious time again.

take care everyone!

*insya Allah, to my other friends, i will never forget about you guys. you'll always in my heart, especially my muslimat friends. you' ve changed my life now. may Allah bless you all, insya Allah.
*kepada sahabat yang saya maksudkan di atas ni, saya amat berharap agar dia dapat membaca entry saya ni. entah kenapa, tiba2 saya rasa seperti kehilangan dia, sahabat yang baik (tak lebih daripada tu, insya Allah).

wassalam.