last night, i stayed up late until 4.30 am. i thought i wanted to wake up from my sleep at 5.30 am to do 'qiammullail' and do some revisions on poetry. unfortunately, after i awoke kak mas, i continued my sleep... until.................... i looked at my phone, astaghfirullah!!!! it was already 8.10 am and i didn't perform my subuh prayer yet!!!!! oh Allah, forgive me.....
so, i 'qadha' my prayer right away after taking the ablution. i prayed and non-stop asking for Allah's forgiveness for late meeting Him this morning.
another thing is, i thought my poetry exam is going to be my last paper. then, when i looked back to the exams' dates, i realized that poetry will be tested tomorrow and linguistics is my last paper. astaghfirullah... only these words came out from my mouth. i don't know what to say. i didn't read anything regarding poetry subject yet! then, where should i start???
*oh Allah! please forgive me for everything. please give me more time to revise everything for the exams. give your blessings for all my effort. i beg you. and please help me answer my exams perfectly. no one can give me his help except you my Lord.
DO WHAT YOU LOVE
"Do what you love and you'll be good at it. Sounds simple enough. But what if you love reading comics, playing video games and watching korean dramas until your eyes pop out? Is it possible to make a career out of such things? What's the alternative? Spend all your time wishing you were brave enough to take that leap? Don't let fear stop you from doing what you love. Because ultimately, it's about being true to yourself."